Stumbling through, but always finding comfort in the Lord's embrace.
Thankful to know through it all His eye is on me & He delights in me.
Saturday, September 5, 2009
"Live From An Authentic Place"
I heard that tonight (spoken by Rick Allen of Def Leppard) and it struck me. I've been working on it for a while now and I feel like I'm getting better at it. I've said before that I spent too much time pretending all was well even when it wasn't, but part of what God has been teaching me as of late is that living authentically means sharing my joys as well. It means connecting with people. I don't think I have invested enough in people in the last few years. My friendships are dear to me, but I don't make (or sometimes, unfortunately, have) time for them. I think in some ways I've gotten lazy if I'm honest, but life has also changed. I feel disjointed at times because there are so many amazing people around me that I love deeply. I want to spend time with all of them, but, realistically, I can't. I feel like because of that I have many shallow relationships instead of a few deep ones. Thankfully, I've been blessed with some great friends that I can pick up with after a long time and feel like we saw each other yesterday. Unfortunately, we don't get to live day to day life together. All this to say that God has been teaching me that I need those connections. He has also been reminding me that most of all I need Him. He is the one who makes me feel whole. He is the one who is all sufficient. I haven't been making time for Him lately and I feel the drain of it. I need more than quick prayers before meals, bed, and as I fly through my day. I need to really connect with Him. My marriage, my child, and my loved ones will receive the overflowing blessings if I do.
"All praise to God, the Father of our Lord Jesus Christ. God is our merciful Father and the source of all comfort"